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[21 Mar 2005|08:21pm]
NEW LJ. DURRRR.
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[14 Mar 2005|08:03pm]
so my parents know i smoke,
and its about time.
i was just about to tell them too.
what funny timing. haha
atleast thats one more thing off my back.

"Fine whatever! Just dont do it in or anywhere near the house!"
"fine, im going for a walk. See yall later!"

hahahaha
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[13 Mar 2005|02:24pm]
HOT HOT HEAT IS PLAYING TONIGHT! WHO WANTS TO TAKE MEEEEE?!?!?!?

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im real happy now,
in a realllllllllly good mood.
i love my friends :)
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[12 Mar 2005|10:30pm]
[ music | boxcar racer ]

read more.... )

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[11 Mar 2005|10:39pm]
i have the bestest best friend ever. you should all be jealous as hell :)

suckas!

<3<3<3 tonight is going to be good!

EDIT

so last night i hung out with candace,
it was pretty uneventful
considering im practicaly on house arrest.
whatev.

i want to hang out with KT today.
i never do that enough.
i think i will take a shower then call her!
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[10 Mar 2005|07:20pm]
i dont want to spend another night here, alone.
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[05 Mar 2005|10:22pm]
[ music | Ryan Adams ]

i went to the serene bean with jessica tonight. the coffee tasted like ass, but i took some pictures.

Pictures! )

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[03 Mar 2005|07:21pm]
[ music | The Cure ]

Good Luck Laura!!!!!
(shes in Charlie Brown)

im sick. UHG.

but im going to the play tomorrow night! anyone wanna do something after?

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[01 Mar 2005|07:47pm]

I always have moments when i realize i am really lucky for all my friends. so im writing them all MiNi Letters, even though half of them dont have xanga's /read this at all.


Moe- I have nothing to say about you but think everything of you. we can be good for eachother, and i have a feeling we have to be form now on, or else we just wont be able to hang out any more, and i seriously think that would devistate me. i love you so much, and i would probably die without you.


DaNer- It's been a LONG time since ive known you. Weve been through soooo many good times together. and i dont think weve ever argued about ANYTHING, accept once maybe. Im so glad you live down the street. It was like a miracle when you moved in. i finally had a best friend who i could see every day/;whenever i wanted to. and its still that way! i love you soooooo muccccch daner!


Captain- Wow, its been a crazzzzzy couple of years. Weve been through so much shit, and alot of it was bad, but so much of it was good and fun. I am so glad youre one of my best friends. i love you very very very much.


Cracka- My partner in crime. You never fail me. Youre one of my best friends, and one of the best friends i could ask for. even though we do have our differences, we can go through anything together and i think wed still make it out okay in the end. Youre one of my stronger friends, and right now [especialy right now] i need that. Thanks for being here for me. I love you [cracka]!


Steff- I miss hanging out with you. We always had so much fun. Youre always looking out for me, and even though sometimes i dont act like i appreciate it, i do. One weekend when ben isnt working ill give him gas money and well get us some burgers and well go to redtop again. that was a really good day. it was so nice to have all of you with me. it made me very peacefully happy. i love you very much darling!


Ben- Youre wonderful. I still cant believe you worried about me SO much that night i ran away. It reallllly made me realize that i can trust you and thatim glad i have you around. I owe you so much for everything youve done + driving me around all the time. [haha, you do this often and for this i am grateful and very willing to pay medium sums of money for.] Youre pretty much like a big brother to me, and good big brothers are hard to come by these days!


Tiff- You are the most loving person EVER. i dont know how anyone could ever hate you EVER. youre so caring and bubbly. i love that about you. you can always make me smile or cheer me up. even for just the second. Ill even accept the fact that you love moulan rouge, a movie which i will forever despise. haha. i love you darling!


Gabbi- We havent really had a chance to hang out much but youre the sweetest girl EVER. i absolutely ADORE you. When everyone gets their shit together, me you and Morgan will do something. and if that never happens me and you will still end up hanging out. I love you doll face!


Bear- We had so much fun together when wed hang out, we really need to start hanging out more. i miss you so much! even though we see eachother every day, it would be better to see you outside of school every once in a while. i miss that day at the mall when we went x-mas shopping. haha "Jiz?! What!?!" hmm. that was funny. love ya doll.


Johnathan- Johnathan youre my favorite white male freshman. I swear! haha, youre so funny and so much fun to be around. even when im in a bad mood you can ALWAYS make me laugh. You are very easy to talk to, and im glad for that. I still cant believe ive known you since you were in 6th grade. You and your long hair. hahaha, you were so adorable! [and you still are!] Thanks for being a good friend.


Jay- You are pretty much a brother to me. youre so fun to be around. i love having german/lunch with ya, and oure little trips to waffle house after school. haha we should definatly hang out more!


Ian- Youre so awesome. These last few months have been rough for BOTH of us. Im here for you. ALWAYS. and you know its true. Im glad you can trust me, and you know i can trust you. You havent proved me wrong yet, i dont ever expect you too. Youre so awesome!


Candy Ass- Youre one of my favorite people ever, yet youre one of the people i see the least. We definatly need to fix that, its a problem. I miss hanging out with you. We should do something very very very very SOON! [and by something i mean get drunk and dance to the faint. haha no im kidding, but that would be fun.... ] Shoo' nigga, you know i love yoouuuu.


Amy- Once again, youreone of my favorite people, yet i heardly ever see you. Basicaly im writing you and candace the same letter. haha. love you gurrrrrl.


Vicki- Youre so sweet, and im so glad you were there for me to talk to when i really needed it, and continue to be, even though you know i get even more stupid by the second. i love you very much, and you know im ALWAYS here to return the favor. i love to listen.


James- Things have been crazy. We've had our ups and downs. I love having class with you SO MUCH. i love talking to you and were going to hang out sometime very very soon. I hate it when you get suspended though, cos then i dont get to see you. I cant wait for me+you=party day. im glad were so close. youre the best EVER. i love you as a friend, and so much more.

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[24 Feb 2005|07:14pm]
[ music | commercials down stairs. ]

so tomorrow morgan is coming over, and were going to dinner at waho with ashley, and then were all coming back to my house [maybe] and then morgan is spending the night.

and im actually looking forward to it. things are changing once again... maybe this is good? i hope so. i need some good.

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[23 Feb 2005|06:14pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Garbage ]

i had the best dream two days ago, and i came to school today and found out my dream will be reality. :)

Something that made me laugh today
Me-"Hey, what does your shirt say?"
Girl-"Normal People Scare Me!"
Me-"Oh. Sweet."
Girl-"Yup!"
Me-"If i had a shirt like that, itd say MxC [mall core] Kids are Fucking Stupid"
Girl-"Huh?"
Me-"Hahahahahaha" [point, laughs, walks away]

i love my lunch period.

i dont know what this is, but i did it. haha )

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[22 Feb 2005|07:57pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Orgy!!!!! ]

god i LOVE my 2nd period class.

& motorcycles. :)


but i HATE homework and school, accept for my lit class cos Ms. Wilkins LOVES me [even though i didnt get 1984 untill just like 20 minutes ago] and shes my favorite teacher EVER. only not really, but i do like her. shes a good teacher.

& ive decided Jesse reallllllllllly is one crazy evil dictator. hmm.

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[21 Feb 2005|02:39pm]
Once said, always said.
I will hold the past over your head.

I'll speak my mind whenever i feel slighted.
I am hellbent on extracting all of my revenge.
Take heart, sweetheart, or I will take it from you.
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[18 Feb 2005|05:57pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Bright Eyes- Nothing gets crossed out ]

Drama was funny today. "God, just take a fucking prozac or something!" hahahaha

ill beat you up mutha fucka! )

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[17 Feb 2005|10:25pm]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | Bright Eyes- Old Soul Song ]

so i dyed my hair again... i got pissed. took a walk. ended up at hollywood video, then publix. got the dye... came home and just did it.

and im reading Stargirl again. I love this book, i love her character. i wish i could be more like her.

i miss hanging out with Ben and Steff.

i wish i were 18 so i could move out.

i wish my parents would let me leave the house, and when they did i wish they wouldnt constantly call me and check on me to make sure i dont die or run away or something. staying cooped up in here isnt going to help any situation at all. and now were just fighting more then ever, so fuck it. i give up.

& i wish i understood german or geometry. both would be nice, but even one would do.

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[16 Feb 2005|06:00pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | sarah magloclen ]

sooo its been an alright day.

Paige made me a cake, and i took it to the cafateria in the morning got like 7 or 8 forks and told people to eat. and they did. i didnt feel like carrying it around all day. Tiff and Em got me balloons. Paige got me these kickass sunglasses and this cool journal/picture thing. Dana and Brooke made me really cool cards, and KT drew me this way hott totally badass picture of conor oberst which i will take a pic of and post later.

i came home, and well what do you know. bad mood again. shocker.

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[14 Feb 2005|12:40am]

i havent done anything all weekend. i just want to go to school, but i cant. [long story. dont wanna explain]

so ive been watching 16 candles over and over again cos its been on tv.. and ive come to the conclusion that Michael Schoeffling is my dream guy. fo serious.

you cant tell me you dont think hes hotttttt. )

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[11 Feb 2005|02:30pm]
[ mood | exanimate ]
[ music | Bright Eyes ]

so...my birthday is in... 5 days now?

Read these lyrics... )

im not planning on celebrating.
the one thing i want is for everyone to just forget about it.
that...and i want my two best friends to be here by my side.
and neither of them will be.

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[08 Feb 2005|04:04pm]
[01]
Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

[02]
I will then tell what song(s) remind me of you.

[03]
Next, I will tell you who you remind me of. Celebrity,animated, or otherwise.

[04]
Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
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[07 Feb 2005|09:55pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Ryan Adams- Afraid not Scared ]

what the hell?

i have no clue whats going on anymore.

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